DDP on Chris Kanyon’s death: “Mental illness is a real thing. I think we all know that now”

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Chris Jericho welcomed Diamond Dallas Web page, Rafael Morfi, and “Hurricane” Disgrace Helms to “Speak Is Jericho” so they might share tales of their good buddy Chris Kanyon, who handed away 10 years in the past on account of suicide.

They shared tales of Kanyon from his days in WCW, WWE, his struggles with being bi-polar and his sexuality as a homosexual wrestler, and the ultimate years of his life.

Listed below are some highlights:

DDP remembering Chris Kanyon:  “I didn’t know Chris had the bipolar factor till after. I feel him discovering that out was actually detrimental to him. I take care of numerous psychological sickness. I’ve completed rather a lot and I’ve labored with lots of people. I do know there are particular those that struggle it and work to attempt to have the very best angle they’ll have. Different individuals embrace it. I actually felt like Chris was embracing. Now I do know why. I went down and I felt like, and there have been occasions I talked to him proper as much as when he killed himself. There was a time limit the place I used to be ready for the cellphone name that Chris had killed himself. I keep in mind the final time I knew it was actually shut as a result of he wasn’t going out. He wasn’t leaving his room. He tried twice and wasn’t profitable. Psychological sickness is an actual factor. I feel everyone knows that now.”

DDP on the formation of the Jersey Triad: “I knew Bam Bam (Bigelow) since he was 16 at the moment. Again within the day, he was legendary from the Jersey Shore. Again then, when he was 18, Bam, actually, when he was in highschool, youngsters simply forfeited. He had a loopy status. Then he began working with The Breed, which is a biker gang. He got here in my membership and we knew one another. I used to be like six years older than him. I got here up and put my arm round him and mentioned, ‘Bam Bam, no hassle in right here proper?’ He was like, ‘No, c’mon. I wouldn’t try this to you Paige.’ We turned buddies. This was earlier than he was ever within the ring. We talked about wrestling. Then I noticed him in WCCW, then he got here in WWF and he had an enormous push. Then I didn’t see him for a very long time after all and I noticed him once more. I mentioned you hit it after which he noticed what I used to be doing. I’m the one who received him in. I referred to as Bischoff and mentioned ‘We are able to get Bam Bam.’ He mentioned, ‘How a lot does he need?’ I mentioned, ‘Nicely discuss to him. He’s not that costly however he’s not low cost for positive.’ He got here in and so they have been doing one thing with him. Me and him began speaking and we have been like, let’s do one thing. Let’s tag up after which we are going to convey Chris in and we are going to do the Jersey Triad though he was from New York. Folks from New York and New Jersey, they know you’re from New York otherwise you’re from New Jersey, however the remainder of the world thinks everyone talks like that. We had enjoyable with it. My imaginative and prescient was 2000 millennial Freebirds. All people goes to a man who can discuss, an enormous man, and a man who’s going to bump in every single place. We had that, however all of us might work. Collectively we had numerous enjoyable. We have been doing the tag group champion factor. Then after all, type of like what occurs in wrestling, they kill it and disband it. We might have simply received a run. My entire factor isn’t to be with any group, however for these two guys, I’d do it. First to assist Chris get a leg up and since Bam Bam and I have been from the identical county and have been pals ceaselessly.”

Shane Helms shared his ideas on Kanyon:  “I feel if he might have survived all these issues, I feel he could be in a great place. I feel the setting at this time could be rather a lot gentler for him. I feel he could be much more accepted. All people simply desires to be accepted on the finish of the day.  He struggled with numerous issues. It wasn’t only one massive one. He had a number of. He had rather a lot going towards him, particularly towards the tip. I feel he was actually disenchanted in the way in which his profession ended. He deserved higher. He deserves so significantly better by way of how many individuals he helped. He deserved higher from the enterprise. I feel he was disenchanted in that. The melancholy factor is such an enormous monster. I feel we’re seeing numerous that on this day in age with the entire Covid factor however, again then, you couldn’t hardly even speak about it. In the event you had melancholy, you have been just a bit b*tch. You have been weak. Recover from it child. Discover one thing to smile about. Folks would say silly s**t like that, however it was very actual for him. I’d have some cellphone calls with him and man, he was the happiest man on Earth. He was like he simply gained the lottery. Then you have got a cellphone name with him a pair months later and even when he had gained the lottery, he wasn’t going to be completely satisfied that day as a result of whether or not it was the melancholy or the bipolar, which, that stuff must be regulated by medication. However, when he would take that medication, it might put him in a funk. He wouldn’t have the power to be the Chris Kanyon that all of us knew and cherished. It was such a tortuous psychological battle. He was simply bored with being right here. He mentioned that to me. He mentioned to me, and I’ll always remember it as a result of I at all times felt like suicide was a egocentric factor. You’re killing your self and you’re hurting all these different individuals round you. He was like, ‘Yea, however I’m the one in ache. Why would you like me to be in ache?’ I didn’t know what to say to that and nonetheless to this present day, I don’t know find out how to correctly reply to that.  However, he was anguished. He was tormented. I don’t know what might have made it any higher, however I want he might have survived as a result of I feel he would have been thriving proper now. I feel he would have been much more accepted. He had a superb wrestling thoughts. He was so inventive, so enjoyable to be round, and man, I want he was nonetheless right here.”

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